i hate it when you write your blog then all of a sudden your PC turns off, it took me a while to type that long blog but now i have to start over again!!!!!!! ok now how did i start that blog....oh i remember now! is it true that once you get over something or someone, you should never go back? to me, thats not the case recently, you see, most of you already know that i've been with relationships back and forth, long and short and good and bad. i thought i already got over all of of them, but lately, there was still one, god damn it, one that was haunting me a couple days ago. dont ask me who, how it happened and why, please, i myself have no clue, but i know who though, that relationship was one of the best ones ive had, but sadly didt last too long. well long story short, i know that she is dating someone now but for the first time ever, im feeling jealousy, isnt that weird? im that type of guy who never gets jealous on anything, i swear i never get jealous at all. i promised myself that i will not go into a relationship for a while to pull my head out of me rear end and straighten things up for myself. its just not working that way. does the jealousy thing the sign that ive pulled me head outta my ass? or does that mean that i surely am not ready...... i guess that song was right, "what goes around, comes back around" but wait theres more since i havent updated this xangurrr for a while, i guess its time for yall to get updated on whats happenin wit me recently..... seattle central is incredible, as weird as it may sound, because all i said was bad things about that school, well im havin a ton of fun lately! i still cannot drive but oh well, it really does suck huh? i got my raise from work, i wont say how much though, you might hate me i devoted myself into playing basketball again, summer times comin, time to get back in shape! spring break was short but i had a ton of fun. clubbin, hangin out with friends, and just chillin at home, with a bunch of work crap of course, but its all good. my birthday is comin, sadly enough, i decided to work on my birthday, how lame? well since i have nothing to do on my birthday, i guess all i can do is earn money for it. geez well holla at me on my birthday hahaha ill update you guys more later, i almost got caught typin durin class so yea..... | 
